Yes I am annoyed. I'm annoyed with myself but it's actually quite healthy for me. Instead of letting my inner anger beat me down I'm using it to kick my own butt in gear. The other day that I posted I never did get in half the exercises I set out to do. I got in more treadmill but time got away from me and I had to take off to meet my friend for a date out of town.
Anyhow... yeah annoyances. My curling bar broke today... it was actually pretty damn new and it snapped at the joint, literally the steel end of one half of it is crumbling away. Cheap-cheap-cheap! I'm so very annoyed and going to do my best to get my money back or at least store credit at wal-of-mart where I bought said curling bar from.
Other main annoyance is my strength is down, severely down. It's not good but it's my own fault for being lax on my weight training efforts this summer. I was able to bench 60 lbs. at 14 reps at my peak now I struggle with 40 pounds and barely able to get 12 reps. I just need to reassess what I'm doing and focus slowly from the bottom and work on gaining again. They don't call it getting a build for no reason. You really do have to build it up very slowly over time. If miracles could happen in a day there would be a hell of a lot more happy people out there.
Anyhow, I'm off to go get dressed for my job in Ye'Old retail then get my happy butt to the gym directly after. I've got nobody to push me so I need to learn how to keep pushing myself better, harder and with more tenacity.
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